Most
celebrity autobiographies follow a common format: here are the great things I
did, here’s how and why I did them, and here’s how people misinterpreted me, especially
the press.
Alvin Dark was different. When he put pen to paper at the end of a
long and distinguished career, his mission was telling you just where he messed
up.
“When
it comes to getting the ax in baseball, Alvin Dark consistently broke new
ground,” he explains in When In Doubt,
Fire The Manager. “For sheer novelty in kicking a job, for finding
ingenious ways to bring unemployment on yourself, come see what Dark did in San
Francisco, Kansas City, Cleveland, Oakland, and San Diego.”
Co-written
with John Underwood, When In Doubt is
as much a journal of faith as of a life in baseball. For Dark, a lifelong
Baptist, baseball certainly mattered but God mattered more. Others could tell
you about Dark’s mistakes and blind spots; Dark himself wants you to know it all
went wrong when he lost touch with that faith.
A
speedy shortstop in his playing days, with over 2,000 hits, Dark is one of
those players that shows up in Hall of Fame discussions as an almost case. But Dark
the manager overshadows the player, both in how he is remembered today and how
he appears in When In Doubt.
As
a manager, he was one of the few in the history of Major League Baseball to
lead a team to the World Series in both leagues. But his obituaries in 2015 read
pretty much as he predicted they would in 1980: He was the manager who, back in
1964, was quoted claiming his black and Latino players lacked the same work
ethic and team spirit of his white players. Dark said his comments were
“deformed” by the writer, but the ensuing outcry contributed to his ouster as
San Francisco Giants skipper, and followed him through the rest of his career.
“I
may be stupid, but I’m not that stupid,” Dark told the press when his comments were
first printed. “And I want to stay in baseball.”
He
did stay, if never comfortably. Underneath the wins and the losses, the racial issue
he never shed, the fights with meddlesome owners, there was another struggle,
one within himself.
When In Doubt presents Dark as
a fundamentally flawed individual, a self-confessed “hypocrite” who talked up
the Christian life while carrying on a longtime affair with a flight attendant,
Jackie Troy, later his second wife. After marrying Jackie, Dark remained a man
adrift, failing to live up to his own stern code. He was a poor father, a
distant husband, a gambler on the golf course. He even caught himself using
profanity, something he firmly eschewed in younger days.
There is a story
in the Old Testament, in the second book of Chronicles, about a king named
Uzziah who got too big for his britches. He had done everything, had
everything; then he began to act like he knew everything, and suddenly he had
nothing and was a leper.
Alvin Dark’s
Uzziah period was 1968-1971.
This
is the most striking thing about When In
Doubt; more than the insights on baseball, engaging if not deep; more than
the pungent portraits of its assorted characters like Leo Durocher and Charlie
Finley; more than the triumphs on the field. It’s a book about humility, about
expressing wholesale devotion to one’s Creator. Whatever one’s own views on life
and the hereafter, Dark’s no-holds-barred approach in laying himself bare makes
riveting reading.
When
he was hired by the Cleveland Indians in 1968, Dark explains how he set to work
undermining the man who hired him, general manager Gabe Paul, because he wanted
Paul’s job himself. “I was…itching to make a team in my own image, the way Leo
Durocher had the Giants in 1951,” Dark writes. Durocher was a manager Dark
played for and admired without accepting his adage about nice guys finishing
last. Yet now here was Dark stabbing his friend and benefactor in the back.
Add
to this the fact he quickly discovered how impossible the jobs of field manager
and general manager were for one person alone. For example, there were no “buffers”
between dealing with the players on the field and handling their contracts.
When one player pressed Dark for a raise, and Dark the general manager said no,
Dark the field manager had to convince the player it wasn’t personal. It was an
ego trip, he readily admits, and it took him losing both his Cleveland jobs
before he began to come around:
As it developed, I
doubt if I could have created more resentment in Cleveland if I hired a public
relations firm and told it to go out and wreck my reputation. By the time I got
through alienating everybody I was hard put to find a single supporter.
How
did Dark get it together? According to When
In Doubt, it was mostly thanks to Jackie. After he was dismissed from the
Indians with two years to go on his contract, he and Jackie moved to Florida with
her two young children, whom Dark adopted. By now, he was spending most
of his time on the golf course, eating too much, and disciplining his adopted
son and daughter with a zeal he admits was more ego-inspired than rational.
Then,
one day, Dark finally accepted Jackie’s invitation to attend a Bible class: I
wore my golf clothes to the class. I had scheduled a game immediately after, so
I sat in the back in case I needed to make a quick getaway. Baptists are
notoriously long-winded.
The
result was “a voyage of discovery,” one that drew Dark closer to his wife, his
children, and ultimately as he saw it, to his God. For all Dark writes about handling
pitchers or the virtues of aggressive managing, it’s here he wants to make his strongest
impression. I think he does.
Dark
decided then that he was in God’s hands, and whatever He wanted would be fine.
This was severely challenged by what happened next: Dark got a call from Oakland
Athletics owner Charlie Finley.
Dark
had worked for Finley before, and it had been quite an experience. One night he
was fired, rehired with a raise, and then fired. That was fast, even for
Finley, but not uncharacteristic. The mercurial owner went through managers like potato chips; even with a two-time World Championship team he couldn’t
resist rocking the boat.
Dark’s
dilemma as the guy coming into all this was more than most. He not only had to
appease Finley, but as a Christian, he had to love the guy, too.
I
found Dark’s memoir engaging in whole, But the part that really pulled me in
was this, his account of helming the Oakland Athletics in 1974-75. He had to
deal with angry players, rebellious coaches, and a nasty owner. And he had to
be Mr. Nice Guy if he was going to adhere to his rediscovered faith. You could
almost make a sitcom out of it.
Not
that Dark didn’t produce. At the beginning of the season, he convinced
second-baseman Dick Green to stick around another year, keeping together an excellent infield unit. He also built a good relationship with Catfish Hunter, the pitching ace who won 25 games that season. Dark
worked hard to make connections to his black and Latino players, overlooked transgressions he had fined in prior stints, and managed to smooth
Finley’s prickly feathers.
The
result was something no team other than the New York Yankees ever accomplished:
A third consecutive World Championship.
This
was to be the capstone in Dark’s baseball career. He did manage the Athletics
to another first-place finish in 1975 (without Hunter), but Finley had had
enough of his Bible-thumping and sent Dark packing after the team lost the
American League Championship Series to the Boston Red Sox in three games. There
would be another season managing after that, in San Diego, but Dark was fired
there, too, in the middle of spring training. He died in 2014, at the age of 92.
When In Doubt,
Fire The Manager
is a breezy read, helped immeasurably by Dark’s amiable tone and
self-deprecation. It dwells more on the religion aspect than I would have
liked, but you can hardly describe the book as preachy. As it continues into
the Oakland phase of his career, having Dark’s faith in the forefront gives the
book a sense of purpose. Earlier chapters tend to meander somewhat from topic
to topic and you get a sense of Dark dictating this to Underwood with little editing.
The
end result, while a tad too loose and conversational, adds to the easy-going
quality that kept me reading even when the focus meandered from where I wanted
it. I can’t say When In Doubt, Fire The
Manager is a standout baseball memoir, but as a testimony of a man living
his faith through trials both self-made and otherwise, it passed the time quite
well.
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